my world my words

2007-05-29T22:12:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!
i'm here, back to add a new entry to my so dead blog.
lots of things have happened and i will say that i'm kinda glad they did?
well. i think the only thing that has struck me so far is how people sterotype others. think about it, if you see a malay, in tapered pants with the mat hairdo.
what will you be thinking?
similarly, a chinese girl, with multiple earings in her ear, wearing a mini skirt.
what will be your thoughts about her?
you see a guy and a girl, sitting under the void deck or in a park,what do you think they're doing?
the thing is that i dont understand this. i know globalisation and mordernisation is believed to change our mindsets. we are told to be more 'open' and not to be conservative. But, it's not working. why is this so?
because globalisation will teach us new values?
and mordernisation creates a new style of upbringing?
to me, both these things are inevitable, given the current pace at the world is moving now. its either you catch up and ride the wave of success or you get left behind.
but, shouldn't we try to incoprate everything together? to try and make the best out of all this.
firstly, stop sterotyping.
secondly, think about how the other party would feel.
lastly, dont jump to conclusions.

2007-03-21T22:48:00.000+08:00

"when life gets hard, just fuck it."

that person who told me that doesn't believe in it anymore.
it doesn't feel right no more.
where were you?
where are we now?
why are things like that?
oh well.
im experincing severe raging hormones.
haha!

2007-03-18T22:28:00.000+08:00

greetings!
i sound like an alien who just stumbled upon the existence of human kind. =)
so many things have happened in the past few weeks, there was laughter, tears and plenty of fun.
as the weeks pass, i thought.
FOREVER
what a word. it can break or make a person.
Forever, is so generic.
how will you know what's going to happen tmr?
if you can predict what's going to happen tmr, OMG! tag me please!
haha
Forever, is just a word. it ain't real.
Forever, was made up by man and their naive thoughts.
EARTH TO AMANDA!
haha =)
BUT, i hope forever stays?
there's one more thing i realised. people who think(they're called think-tanks), they are totally awesome.
here i am, trying to pen my thoughts down. but i cant.
there's too many things floating in my head.
man, they're smart.
i wana be a think-tank too!!
imagine, a tank-i mean literally, that thinks!
haha! (i hope you get my joke)

2007-03-11T16:49:00.000+08:00

MY JELLYBEAN LAND

hello!! im back. yep. its march already, so i figured that i should update.
im staying in innova. dont tell me that it's a bad choice. i alr made it. =)
life will be more stressful now, cos i'll have so many things to do.
actually there's only one and that's to study. haha
heard the latest news yet?
nope, its not abt Britney for once.
its abt rape games!!
what is the world coming to?
why on eath do you wana abuse a girl sexually?
dude, let it rest man. she's not even human.
you'll get to screw a girl oneday. even if you dont, make a trip down to geylang with some extra cash in hand and i'm sure you'll be pleasured.
no wonder they say guys think with their dicks.
no offence there. =)
alright, drop the topic.
use your brains next time ya?
im outa here.

-the scars will always be there, like you said.

2007-02-27T21:25:00.000+08:00

red yellow green blue purple and orange?
colours of the rainbow. aren't they nice?
they should be.
add a little black- darkness, failure, anger, spite.
mix them up. try it.
what colour do you get?
it depends on the amount of black you add in.
add in a little and you'll just get a darker version of the orginal colour.
add in more and you get black.
cool huh?
well. the colours are running in my head.
beautiful rainbow colours.
with that pitch black.
damn.
it doesn't look too good.

2007-02-19T22:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

happy hong bao collecting eh people?
i'm blogging cos im bored!!
haha =)
i should learn to sumarise my whole yr in one entry too!
then i only need to blog once a year!
heh
alrights. thats all.
later.

2007-02-16T22:03:00.001+08:00

HELLOOO!!
right. i'm currently in INNOVA junior college.
let's see. the place is like super windy and the canteen is huge, the people are very nice and funny and the teachers are real cool! other than ONE particular teacher. well, i dont wana tell the whole world who she is la.
anyways. i guess i'll be staying in innova cos wei shi and ali are coming over. plus mei ping is staying too! anette might get posted back here. heh =)
oh wells, its a nice place.
*grins*
i've got not much to say alr.
life is not the same anymore.
its getting from shitty to really good and back to shitty again.
it sucks. sometimes.
hahaha
i miss the old days =D

2007-01-23T21:38:00.000+08:00

a happy new year to all.
its actually not a very happy day today.
life's screwed up, not great at all.
dont wana elaborate. if you've got a problem with that, then FUCK OFF.
i'm in a bad mood. apologies if i offend you.
there are many ways of toturing oneself without slicing.
good day people. smlies.

2006-11-29T20:56:00.000+08:00

ola people.
that's hello by the way. anyways, grad night's over and i really enjoyed myself. (other than the killer heels and fuck food)
sides, what mush can you expect of a country club? oh wells. to those concerned about me, no worries! i've landed myself pretty nicely, no bumps and scratches. heh
got a job at my dad's office- data entry(what else?) and another as a phone promoter. cool huh.
tough days lie ahead man. i think i should be able to get into innova jc. no biggie if i dont, unlike others who crap the hell outa themselves when thy're able to get into a not-to-bad jc. ahh, that's human my friends =)
rightt. i'm finally Graduated, but i'm so going to miss the people in school. classmates especially. since i'm on a 9-5 job, i cant go out in the afternoons, much less the RedCamp that's on tmr.
SIGH
it's alright, i'll try to get pictures on my blog, as soon as i learn how to. a tad dumb for my age. i know i know, but i'll learn. HOWever, i'm not sure when i'm going to be updating my blog again though. we'll see how la.
LIFE has just gotten more interesting =)
guys, if you're missing me, which i know you'll be (hah!) leave a tag msg or mail me! i'll get back to you, that's for sure.
tatas~

2006-10-07T00:47:00.000+08:00

ahhh.
its so hazy outside. do take a peek and you'd realise how badly contaminated this earth is. don't the people wana take care of the place? its so affecting everybody. okay! its one in the morning now and i'm mugging real hard. hmm, not exactly. heh. i just thought of drilling my body! =)
anyways, i wana go to acjc! i wana i wana i wana i wana go there!!
haha. eonugh of that.
to all the people taking the o's, take care and drink lots of water! can't afford to let any mishaps happen at this point in time. lucks people!

-curly hair rules! =p

2006-09-09T21:17:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
i know i haven't been blogging for ages and the other day, my friends were like, your blog's soo dead.
i'm here now! anyways prelims are starting the day after tomorrow and i hope i'm up for it. not really sure if i'm ready, but i'll just get on with it.
LUCKS to all the people doing their prelims yeah.

I look into my eyes but i can't. I know something thats deep within me that I will never get over with.
Everytime people talk to me about it, i just feel miserable, no, terrible. In fact, I feel guilt.
All i hope to tell you is that I'm sorry, I really am. For all the things that I have done to hurt you, to upset you.
Maybe you will never forgive me, and i know you will never talk to me again.
From the past till now, all you do is just smile at me when we meet.
I don't blame you, I started all this, so I totally deserve this.
I really am sorry.
I know you will might not see this or never will, but whatever it is, it feels better getting if of my chest.
I'm sorry d.

2006-06-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

Hey all.
my blog is officially so darn dead. oh well.i guess it doesn't serve its purpose anymore. sorry bloggie.
anyways, we're in june now. just 6 more months to total fredom. cool!
right. i happen to realise that singaprean people can be like totally nice on one hand and really ignorant on the other. i figured that when i was in the train, going home after tution. it didn't happen today by the way.
i still remember clearly. the train stopped at the station as usual. an elderly coupke boarded. i was really surprised at their actions. of course, they weren't hugging like teenagers do. the old man had weak legs. his partner was holding onto his hand and onto the railing at the same time. they looked sweet. fortunately, there was this kind middle aged lady, who did not look like the type who would give up her seat but she did. and seating comfortably beside her was a young lady in perfect health was just indigant about it. apparantly she couldn't be bothered to let the old couple sit together. thus leaving the old lady to stand for quite some stations.
so mean! she ended up taking out earphones and pretended to sleep.
oh well. as the saying goes. Dont judge the book by its cover.

oh well. isn't just that like certain people.
cheeros people.

2006-02-09T20:56:00.000+08:00

hello!!
hmm. its bout the month of feb now.
HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY!
i know its kinda early but yeah. its how often people visit my blog. and how often i update my blog.
yepps.
anyway,i'm currently im studying in toa payoh now. sch's getting a lil shitter this year.
say another 7 months and im outa there!
yay!
oh to my precious juniors, the ball i took will be returned next year yeah?
=)
i miss obm lumut!
my 126 steps of exercise everyday. the cute kitten and the super cold hard food.
im off. to study.

2005-12-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

hello.i'm back.
haha
i know i only have one post for the month of november but i'm sorry.
my computer's down amd out. til next year.
yep yep.
OBM Lumut's great!
oyp/acc'04
i miss the 127 steps to my 'lovely' bunk and the 'oh-so-cute' mosquitoes that gave me so many souviners.
=)
and now,i'm rotting away at home.getting hooked on games and wasting my time.
well,ytd was the netball bbq and as usual.
someone went into the pool. haha
guess who?
i shant say.i'm not out to embarass her.
so pretty much til next year. this could be the only post around.
oh and peeps who tag me.
i dont have a very good memory and if you think i might not remember or know you, please tell me more on yourself.
thanks lotsa.
christmas is coming!
hmm,christmas is the time of giving and sharing!
*hint hint*
haha.
anyways.
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year guys.
Best Wishes.
OH YA. my homepage turned back english!! woo!

2005-11-03T11:25:00.000+08:00

pardon me if i dont blog too much.
my blog page is in chinese!
as much as i dont like chinese,i dont like chinese homepages.
=)
went to the bbq ytd. it was fun.
in the toilet! and on the pavment.
haha.
guess what were we doing in the toilet? heh
howen,gwen-do,chia ,sook and i!
were preparing food.
making satay.
they were very successful!
haha.
oh. it was raining for a very long time.
pongsa had the honour of bbq-ing. so did his friends.
=)
joachim and his friends started playing monkey in the rain with paper plates.
glad,hayley, gwen and i joined in!
it was really fun. haha
oh we were talking to liu shuai in chinese!!
half the time i was asking for the meaning of some chim chim words he said.
and he was smiling at me. think he's laughing inside. =(
he goes to church. and i think his values are rock hard.
cool!
before i left. we were drinking and eating hot dogs.
yep. one small room to acomodate so many people.
smelly. =)

a ring to to love and thank for.

2005-10-18T22:48:00.000+08:00

If YOU are sec 3 in WSS please note!!

YOU are welcomed to our bbq! details are as follows

Date : 2nd nov. wed
Time : 7pm onwards
Fee: $5

if you are interested pls let jeremy CHIA or gwendolyn know by monday 24th oct. so that we can start the necessary preparations. thanks.

2005-10-13T22:40:00.000+08:00

my freaking blogger homepage turned chinese!!
nooooo..
and my mum's nagging me to get on with physics.
sighh. my brain refuses to study.
why?!
crap.
i only revised on light lens and waves.
he taught me waves in the afternoon.
i've never seen him in sucha serious mood before.
hah.
i'm thinking of the steamboat at justine's house right NOW
NOW NOW NOW.
i wana party.i am going to.
but thats tmr.
arghh.
oh no.

2005-09-25T21:30:00.000+08:00

hello!
i'm here to say.
EXAMS are HERE!!
sighh.
mug and mug and mug.
first time i study so hard leh.
i've got new found friends!
like yixin,debs and justine.
though i admit that i've been judging in the past,
i admit! that i tot yixin wasnt nice.
i admit! too that justine was indeed very noisy last time.
oh well. now too i admit that,
they are super nice people!
having polky and yanyan picnic in class plus mugging together.
noce bodoh! haha
and alicious.
i hope that we're still friends!
i'm sorry for not being there when you need me.
i guess not being in the same class has its results.
hah.we're still good friends ya?
though i tot you were not really nice when you have your mood swings.
oops! haha
gwen-do! my chinese is good too! know why?
my blogger home page turned chinese!
hahaha. see!
im improving!
okay. back to mugging.
all of it will be over soon!

2005-09-10T22:17:00.000+08:00

oh good day everybody.
gwen tells me that i should update my blog.
there.updated.
gwen-do.. happy?
and she says by visiting her blog,your english will improve.
yep.
go check it out.
hmm..this should be it.
see ya. =)

2005-08-30T23:14:00.000+08:00

ooh!
the revival of my blog!
*clap clap*
okay,i would like to:
-apologise to all the people who asked me to link you. could you tag me again? thanks
-please add your name when you tag
-define immature and use it on yourself.
-being black is good. if it doesnt bother you,dont announce that you're envious of me.
-i appreciate it.thank you.
oh GWEN!!
i decided not to change my skin. this is okay.
haha.
i'm going to OBM!
yay!!
=)
hmm,justine if you find me. tell me your link.
i shall get damien a cake tmr.
he's fatherly yeah. heh.
chocolate? prima deli's?
right. revival of blog completed!
*grins*
i shall update soon. soon i guess.

2005-05-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

woo!!
the exams are over!! they're like totally screwd la..especially E.math.
yep..plus chem plus A.math plus ss and the rest!! ahh! chinese too!
guess what? i paseed my chinese ca!! by 6 marks..but im happy!!
haha!
i trekked from macRithcie to Bukit Timah with the hymalaya people today..it was fun! other than my wet shoes,being there 45 mins late and getting my leg cramped halfway and subra had to wait at the submit for me..thank you Gwen and Hayley!!
yeah..im really tired now.haha
o deborah and i are using the same codes for our tagboard.if you did notice. so as you can see,whatever you tagged on her tagboard,you can see it here too!
how cool is that?!
haha..alright,enough crapping.
im patiently waitng for the 27 of May,when i'll be flying off to india. people,do miss me yeah?
i have gota be missed! being the lovable black i am..
=)
o all this was to be blogged on satuday.
however,due to the late night that im having,and that i've just brushed my teeth, this is posted on sunday.
well,i wont be blogging much this few days..netball's going to be starting real soon!
yay! =)
i get to run again..!
i would like to have that carefree feeling now..sigh...
but o well,im enjoying myself all the same!
heh =)
-
taking a step at a time towards the light at the end of the road i've just walked, and with my Father holding my hand..what do i have to fear? at the end of the dark long road,light shines brightly. my Father,who walks with me,awaits my arrival with open arms. til then,would i know that im done with that road behind. He blocks the road and leads me on,with bright light shining, His warmth, all over me. til then, i know that i know that i've made the right choice to move on.
but i know. i know that i did.as my Father is now leading me to bright, lited up road.
-

2005-04-13T11:32:00.000+08:00

woo! im in com lab three!
damien's period...
sighhhh...
ah hah! there goes the bell..one more period to go!
yay..
im msging,doing physics and playing.
yeps...
i need to chill.
im not in a very good mood anyways.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAYLEY!!!!
love ya always!
yeps..
my blog is like so dead..
nobody visits me....
sad sad.
=)
okay im off!

2005-04-03T17:22:00.000+08:00

'It(love) always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.'
(1 Corinthains 13:7)

2005-04-03T17:06:00.000+08:00

Everything's Not Lost-Coldplay

when I counted up my demons
saw there was one for every day
with the good ones on my shoulders
I drove the other ones away

so if you ever feel neglected
and if you think that all is lost
I'll be counting up my demons, yeah
hoping everything's not lost

when you thought that it was over
you could feel it all around
and everybody's out to get you
don't you let it drag you down

'cos if you ever feel neglected
if you think that all is lost
I'll be counting up my demons, yeah
hoping everything's not lost

if you ever feel neglected
if you think that all is lost
I'll be counting up my demons, yeah
hoping everything's not lost

singing out ah ah ah yeah
ah ah yeah
ah ah yeah
and everything's not lost
so come on yeah
ah ah yeah
come on yeah
and everything's not lost
ah ah yeah
ah ah yeah
ah ah yeah
and everything's not lost
so come on yeah
ah ah yeah
ah come on yeah
come on yeah
ah ah yeah
come on yeah
and everything's not lost
sing out yeah
ah ah yeah
come on yeah
everything's not lost

come on yeah
ah ah yeah
sing out yeah
and everything's not lost

2005-04-02T13:56:00.000+08:00

i'll share my adventure.
i went to waterloo street?
yea..to this catholic welfare centre.to attend this talk on the da vinci code.
the speaker was a father from..erm i duno.
heheh..
my cousin brought me there.thank you!
so we waited for sister milk aka justine. to arrive.
and so,we went in.and realised that we had to register..
that was my fault.i didnt read the paper well enough.
=)
so we waited..waited for extra seats.
and there was! yay!
praise the Lord! haha
we settled down and listened..and er..his accent was too erm..accentic?
he spoke very quickly.
the people there were nice!
the nice lady offered us easter eggs!
they had jelly beans there too.nice..
and after the talk,we asked for directions to get out.
nice lady said:'walk straight,turn left.its cityhall mrt station'
we did and we saw Singapore Arts Museum.
o sister milk? my mum said that after the Singapore Arts Museum is the main road.
=)
we decided to turn right.saw a kopitiam,ate dinner facing this white wall.
-.-
continued walking and walking.and i got both of us lost.
we were supposed to get to bugis.but then,on our way,i saw suntec.
me:hey look! suntec!
so we went.it wasnt suntec after all.it was kinda further away.
heheh. =)
so justine and i were screaming at each other and laughing our heads off.
but in the end,we did reach suntec.
=)
seems that everytime i get lost,i always see sutec.
and justine's gona book a hotel beside suntec for her birthday so i can go, 'hey suntec!' all the time.
=)
well..a few things i would like to add.
if u're ever going out at night after school.
DONT ever go out in school uniform.it sucks.
DONT do sports.it stinks.
DONT carry a heavy school bag and walk around.
.the end.

all i want,is for you to be happy.as long as u're happy,i'll be fine.

2005-03-27T17:07:00.000+08:00

what is the world coming to??!
im upset.obviously...
my answers for amath is ll wrong.
netball is crumbling.
its raining.
im so not happy.
today is suppose to be a happy day! its the day where Jesus comes back to live!
but,
WHAT IS THIS?!
my life revolves around netball.netball means that much to me.
and netball means the whole team.INCLUDING my TEAM MATES.
be it the sec3s or the juniors.
@#$^%*&*^&*$^%*!!!
havent you guys thought about it?
how we fought to keep netball in wss?
how nicole, NICOLE leh! and ADELINE came back to talk to the principle about NOT closing down netball???
what is this??
frm awt: WHAT IS BECOMING OF US??
okay not we fought.
frm awt: we fought hard? or rather our seniors fought hard.i feel for injust against them.fight so hard for their passion then see their efforts go down the drain.
netballers,have you all thought abut this before?
have you all thought about wad you said so yourself?
damn! your words are all so contradicting.
you say you LOVE netball.but i dont bloody see the passion.
all i see is you playing a fool and then start quiting one by one.
you guys take things for granted.
you think that the seniors are always free.to come back anytime to back us up.
lets not talk about the graduated ones.take the sec4s.
they're having their Os this year.you think they're so free ar?
can come back and back us up.
get this.
you do NOT owe anyone a living.but rather,you owe your everything to them.
your mum gave you life.
your teachers gave you knowledge.
MOE gave you school,which in return gave you friends and knowledge.
your seniors fought hard to keep netball.
and what do you give in return?
im crude and straightforward.
you gave them shit in return.
not only you,i admit that i took them for granted too.
but dont you think,its time for us to wake up?
and instead fight for what we want??

2005-03-25T21:21:00.000+08:00

its good friday!!
=)
okay..im admitting it. my body is starting to ache already..
especially my shoulder and calves.
hmm,hope i'll get used to it soon,cos my school bag does not weigh 5kg.
i went for service today.
=)
it was great!
i enjoyed myself.lots.
=)
then,i met mom dad and brother!
at taka,for lunch. we shoped around..
there was this shop,Hush Hush? i tink.
i saw this cargo belt!! it caught my eye and well..i wanted it..
but...
upon looking at the price tag...it costs 49...
sobs..
sighs..i will go belt hunting.and bag hunting.
a nice belt and a nice sling bag.
good combo rite..
just in case,i cant find other belt dats nicer looking,i'll start saving up for that cargo belt.
49 bucks..spend 5 dollars and save 10 per week..
lidat 5 weeks later can buy belt already!
just nice after exams!!
yay~!

i thank you,Lord,for forsaking your one and only son,Jesus so that i could be forgiven.
i thank you,Lord,for sending your one and only son,Jesus to redeem me.
i thank you,Jesus for walking the road of sorrows and for bearing the cross.
i pray that little annabel will be well received in your kingdom and may she rest in peace.

2005-03-23T18:12:00.000+08:00

girls dont like boys girls like cars and money!
=)
hahaha.
how true is that?
i wont tell!
shhhhhh..
just finished tuition.
i lurvve amaths!!
seriously.its very interesting.
and the feeling of satisfication when you slove a looong equation.
even if the answer's not right.
=)
hmm,washing car tml.
means im going to skip netball...
=(
dont like that.
but,its a choice that i made and im not turning back.
i hope all goes well and we'll all go together.
=)
ooh,my mood changes real quick..two lines after this im smiling and another four lines down,i'll be pouting..
haha
=)

2005-03-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

its the second last day of the holidays.
and i havent accompilsh wad i set out to do...
sighs
i wanted to get a belt,for myslef. but all i went is school and j8.
nowhere else.o and the stadium.
sighs.
although i did abit of my work,i was hoping for some fresh air.
i wanted to go out and have fun.
the fun dat i had for the past years...
=(
i was telling debs,we havent taken 162 to orchard this year yet.
haha
the 10 of us used to go out when the last day of school arrived..but then..
things have changed.
=)
hopefully for the better?
it used to be fun la..haha
im missing u guys..
awww..
im tired!!
let me out..bring in fun in it please
heh
ikea is coool!!

how am i to find a pebble that looks real?

2005-03-16T21:56:00.000+08:00

aw wanting is not friendly!!
haha.
its time for us to step-down le..our time is over!
had a match against boardrick.we won!!
didnt trash.. )=
12-10
nah la..im not mean!
why???
of all times,u choose the the second year to...
dont! come on..its the year whereby u toture the sec ones and have fun!
dont,just because of a strong dislike towards dat certain someone and u wana stop?
think about the team..think about after being together for so long,surviving and 'dieing' together,u want to just let go? isit worth it?
i dont tink so. =)
think about it.think very carefully!

im rotting!
its so boringg!
i need to play!
though i've been playing netball.
i haf running tml.and on friday too..
on friday,im meeting sis eelen for the session.
yep, =)

netballers,nutballers! we are a team!!

2005-03-13T00:06:00.001+08:00

argh!
wads up wif animals loving each other so lovingly?!
*rolls eyes*
okay.im jealous.
hahaha.
not that im unhappy.
im happy.honest!
cos i have you.
=)

2005-03-11T21:13:00.000+08:00

its the holidays!
yeah!! a break.finally~
im not happy.i duno why. i guess i just didnt want the last day of the term to end like this. i wanted to play..but i had to run.
sighss
tonnes of work to do. eyerr..
i spent 12 dollars at popular!! haha..amazing rite..popular leh..hah
there's a concert tml. tzi wei's performing.cheese is performing.ridz too.
should be going down.support brother cheese =)
im not happy!
dont ask why.cos..i myself do not know!
heh. =)
o!o! perlini silver has a 30% discount!!!
haha..i wanted to get a ring..but i decided against it.waste $$.
save for other stuffs. =)
im tired.
i wana play.enjoy myself.
i want pig!
hahaha. =p

2005-03-08T20:44:00.000+08:00

okay
my teachers rock.
yea right..
the day they rock,i'll rock even more.what am i saying? im alreadi rocking!
hahaha.
i wana introduce my rocking teachers.drumrolls please....
ms lee sok kum!! -> xia lan face.wears semi-transparent shirts.fat.i saw it for myslef.so did the rest.(i told them!!) constantly pissing me off.
ms lin!! -> the 'fcuk you' cher!! shes good! reali.but she prefers her form class.haha..and she likes to put people downn..sighs.wasted.
ms esther ng!! -> woo! the one hu takes 851 to school,wif thick make up. and scolds me early in the morning.
mdm sia!! -> i like her.so no comments.
mr damien yeo.... -> i duno what to say.he totally pissed me off today.it was way over the line cher.always screwing up his face.thinks dat everything's funny when its not. he wasted 20 mins staring at us wif his screwed up face.and we stared back. doing nothing. i cant even haf other books on my table..come on la..if you think that there's difference between e4 and the rest of the classes,just say it in our face. i seriously wonder what's your problem. stop that staring.its doing both parties nothing.get it? spelled n-o-t-h-i-n-g. arghh!! i dont like you!! big time.i've not have such strong dislike towards teacher.
excluding miss selva.
crappp!!!!

2005-03-05T14:36:00.000+08:00

we can convert logarithms of any base to the base we desire
wahahaha
=)

thinking.

2005-03-04T20:47:00.000+08:00

=)
the weeks finally over..
i still want a bigggg break.im tired.
very tired.i wana go into deep sleep.
haha
weell.i'll share some things i did today.
- justine and i poked each other wif damien yeo's siccors.and got told off by esther ng.
- dale and stone moved their tables over,cos of the maths test.dale got another name: Cheese Dale Milk Issac Newton Low. hahahaa
- lim kheng ang made me stand for 15 minutes.i slept in english.he said: 'if anybody sleeps in my class means mr lim is a failure.' =)
aha..netball. (dpah!! why you cry?????)
first hit: the ball hit me.the ball hit my nose.....
next hit : tink it was wanting.the ball hit her face..
another one: the ball hit felicia on her head..
one more : the ball hit lay kheng..poor girl..
somemore : the ball hit daph and her lips bleed.take care!
last one : the ball hit yen hui i tink.
take care you guys.
- while walking down the school with daniel,i kept laughing..cant tell why.. =p
we talked it out today..i hope it works.i reali hope so.

*im glad its over.6 sad and wet days.im so glad its over. =)*

2005-03-01T15:52:00.000+08:00

i tripped.
twice.
once on the bus on the second time on my way home.
nice.
wad can i say?
i not happy? im pissed?
nah..
im just very upset.that's all. =)
im fine yea,after i let it all out.
soooo..here goes.
wads wif hunks?!
even if they are,so what?!
i love you for who you are! not based on whether u're a hunk or not!
your body is great ok!
o goshhh..
you're not a loserr..
when i was down,u always said dat nobody's a loser..
so why are u saying dat you're one now??
okie..im done.
justine and i went crazy during poa.we started laughing non-stop. =)
normal lar..its either chem,poa or geog.
geog's when everybody goes crazy..and heather ho starts shouting..heheh..
not forgetting damien yeo's lesson.
the only lesson where everybody's table is empty cept mine. =)
i dump all my books on the table and he'll walk towards me and stare.
and i look back at him.. =)
hahaha
rright.
tuition's starting soon.
cya~

2005-02-25T21:27:00.001+08:00

fcuk it.
i wrote some crap into my notebook today.
and guess wad?
wad i wrote actually happened.
cool or wad?

getit?
so just bloody hell leave me wif my peace.
=)

2005-02-20T21:37:00.000+08:00

okay..lets update on yesterday's flagday. =)

0830
im late! was to meet chia and jy at 8.20.but...haha
met them,walked to the crowded underpass,received a piece of paper from yi xin. collected my tin and stickers.waited for gwen and glad,annd off we went.
took 165 to hougang mall? yea.had breakfast at mac.took a train down back to orchard. walked to wheelock place.and we asked for donations on the way..but u noe.. so many other schools were doing it too.look at the crowd walking towards you and most of them already haf the stickers.
from wheelock,we walked down.towards taka's direction.
gwen and i were saying,if the people around here can afford to shop at taka,they will definitey be able to fork out ten cents for charity.saw some men puffing away, i told gwen: if they can afford ciggs,ten cents should be no probs.they donated of course.cos i said dat in front of them. =) haha
upon reaching cine,we decided to go down to great world! haha.again,we walked back to tangs,took a shuttle bus to great world.on the bus,i advertised for the singapore heart foundation! i sat by the window,placed the can by the window at did free advertising.ha
took a break at great world.my mom called and said dat nobody was selling flags at yck.so,we decided to go down.we caught a cab...on the way,the three of them were like calling lots of people,asking them to bring all their coins down to yck. they called all the way from great world to thompson. power eh..jiao you guang kuo! haha
gwen and i dropped at thompson,cos daryl was meeting us there.
he called gwen,told her he was grounded and we had to go take the coins from him.
we went up by the lift.stepping out,i took gwen's fone and called daryl.once somebody answered the fone,i asked, wads ur unit number? i tot the guy on the receiver was daryl..but it wasnt! cos,the voice was different.kinda deep.too deep. i passed the fone to gwen and told her dat the voice was too deep to be daryl's. she took over and to our astonishment..it wasnt daryl on the fone!! gosh....! we decided to wait at for him to call back.
we heard someone's voice.and that particular someone sounded like the person on the fone! gwen quickly shoved her donation can into my bag and we ran for the lift!
this senior citizen came to the lift..i tink gwen was having the same thoughts as me, cos,as we entered the lift we started to snigger? she had her big gulp..i had to face the wall to stop. we burst into laughter wen we came out.
in the end? guess wad?
that senior citizen was daryl's grandad and the person who answered the fone......
opps.. =)

2005-02-18T20:31:00.000+08:00

i lurrve the netballers!
im so proud of my juniors!! esp yi mei!
see you can do it when you want to!
most of them were in the top ten! i tink all were in!
o ya.dat was cross country which was held yesterday.
so fun! i was running wif wanting..
there were monkeys!
when au wanting saw,she went wtf?!?!
hahahaha
i got trophy!!!
=)
haha
pravena said dat if i did her proud,she'll buy me a rose and propose to me!!
im waiting~
haha..nah la
*groans*
i haf flag day tml..i like doing it but its the people..
well,no chioice....

2005-02-14T21:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

rrite..
ms lee listens to the power of love.haha..
okie.
im tired.

me: if i sae i wana go out tonight,can i?
mum: first of all,who are u going out wif and where?
me: im just asking.so can i?
mum: can you even tell me who are u going out wif?
me: pebble.(u shld noe la ar)
mum: i tot i told u guys could be friends?
me: cant a guy be my friend and go out together?
mum: u're going out at night and wad u're trying to tell me is hes ur *du* im not trying to be conservative or wadever.
me: (behind) u are lor
mum: im not trying to restrict ur movements or anything--
me: (cuts in) you are.bye
mum: bye-
*

i put the phone down.
i was talking to her on the phone.
mabbie she dosent understand.
mabbie i dont understand.
i duno.
she's too protective of me.i understand dat.
but the thing is.cant i hav guy freinds? wad isit wif guys?
they're human oso right.
aiya! think it'll be forever till she understand.
damn.
i dont blame her.

i would never ever be tired of us.

2005-02-09T17:02:00.000+08:00

rrite..
its Chinese New Year!!
happy new year!! hope u guys have a good year ahead yea?
hahaha

okie..daniel.u listen here, and u listen good.
wad is up wif all ur assumptions and jumping to conclusions?? wth??
its chinese new year! god damn it.u tink i can see my msg wen it i dont put a ringtone?? and u tink i can hear my fone ringing wen my bag is like so far away and there's like 20 odd people under one roof?? come on la. other ppl got nth beta to do prank call or wadever..y do u even care? they got nth beta to do wad.. everytime i sae its my fault,u sae u talk nicely to me and dan im like this. wad did u msg me? u ask urself..u urself make it sound its entirely my fault ok.
i've had it. u're my buddie.u are okie.will u stop jumping to conclusions?? i turned off my fone earlier to sleep, u sae even a blind person can tell dat im doing it on purpose. wen u cant get through or nvr reply ur msg.fine ok. its my fault!! get it.and dont tell me dat wen u come down and support me i dont perform well and wen u dont come down i performed well. we lost oso can.
and u're asking me to reflect.it seems dat everything dat happens in our frenship is all my fault. cool.it is my fault.
look.dont tink dat daniel's not a good guy.hes great okie.

rrite..im so not happy todae.its not daniel's fault.its not him either. its something else.
wadeva la.my life truely stinks.

Happy Chinese New Year u guys.

2005-02-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

okie!!
im all happy now!!
i just happen to sort my feelings out..so cleverr!!
yay!~
i did one emaths question. i passed my first emath test!! can u believe it!? well,i cant. haha =)
i just sat there. stoning.i saw gwen's tag and i started thinking..i read my blog thought again..
Faith.
i should noe beta.. =) i should haf had Faith in you. nono,not should.
will have.
rrite..
i have complete Faith in you. wadever the outcome might be,i'll accept it.
o i forgot wad i wanted to sae next..wait ar..

okie.nvm.
love you!

2005-02-07T21:16:00.000+08:00

i didnt noe.pretending to be strong was so difficult.
cheering others up wen u urself's down.
rrite.
reaching home after 7 is crap.i am crap.
had amaths test todae.didnt noe how to do qn. 5,6a and b.
the girls plyed bball and watched soccer.not bad ar..can multi-task.my frens ma.
wss lost.okie...but lLx was good.

its my fault for not going to church..isit?
was i wrong to fall for you?
well.too bad i did.and i fell deep.
im afraid to lose you.i dont want to either.
i lived a day knowing dat i lost u.
i felt like crap.
i shouldnt be saying this. mabbie i should learn to let go. things happen for a reason. God does not make things happen for no reason.

i shouldnt be feeling like this, tml's chinese new year's eve.
cheer up alicious.
i'll always be there for u eh? no matter how little time i spend wif u guys.
i love u guys loads! e2 gurls, forever~
hahaha...

2005-02-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

okie!
im back.i was studying amaths.was.stopped halfway,to..erm,doodle on my notebook.i drew stars all over my time table..haha..there are some flowers too..haha..i like stars. =)
i continued studying..i stopped again.too much to absorb.so here i am! haha..
tired~
going to watch Ghost soon..haha..its a love story..on ch5..whole family's watching! cool huh..not xactly..
o yes! my discman's spoiled..darn..it cant spin..sighs..my dad's looking at it.i hope itgets done soon.if not i wont be able to listen to gc on my way to school anyore..

rrite.nites! =)

2005-02-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

ooh!!
welcome to the month of Feburary...haha..u noe.Feb! haha
today's a day to be rmb.not to be forgotten.now,i seriously understand the meaning of stress. maybe i should use the word,pressure. wadever~
i broke down! its not easy handling great weights thrown at u without preparing for it. haha.. nah la..can alreadi..
ws, are u okie? lac kae
hL, are u okie? lac kae
ali, are u okie? lac kae
choo, are u okie? lac kae
=)
finally somebody agrees that im lovable! rrite ali..haha
the most lovable person on earth!! haha =)

practically.i just dont understand wad isit. wads wrong? talk, and you sae i dont care.tell me can?! u noe veri well hu u are.

2005-01-29T21:24:00.000+08:00

with bonjovi on,no stars outside and not being able to post the neoprints up.is certainly trying for my patience.so,in the end,i decided not to post. =)

im reading book.a very wonderful book.

The Remarkable Women of the Bible.

it certainly is remarkable.

Face forward- Real life happensin the present,and God's blessings happen there (and in the future), too.

Accept your circumstances- The circumstancesof life areone primary way God works in you and works out His will for you. Therefore "do all things without complaining and disputing" (Philippians 2:14).

If your circumstances find you in God's will, you will find God in all your circumstances.

Trust in the Lord- God will keep you in perfect peace when your mind is stayed on Him in full trust (Isaiah 26:3)

Hope for the future- Hope in God is always the bright star that lights your path in any present darkness...and on into unknown future.

the letters in blod name the word:

Faith.

and i made a mistake in my opening sentence.there is a star outside. a very bright star. as the last letter of Faith says.

after i read that chapter,i felt that it was reali meaningful.serious.i should reali learn to have faith in everything.even when there is no hope left.there wont be no hope left.God will always be there. =)

2005-01-25T20:44:00.000+08:00

im so sorry.nutballers.im just so sorry.
i just couldnt put the ball in.regina,daph,you guys worked so hard to get the ball down,and in the end,it couldnt put it in.im sorry.so sorry.
i dissapointed u all.and myself.the ball comes down to the goal third and i just couldnt put it in.
i was talking to daph.shes so nice.hm..
lets all work harder to prove damn whitley so wrong bout netball.
im sorry.

2005-01-23T21:12:00.000+08:00

reali..i didnt noe buttoning jeans were so difficult..
here i am,updating my blog while i button my jeans.while someone else is watchin tv and listening to music..haha..but its fun.serious.. =)
its back to sch tml..hmm..deb's not comming.shes sick..take care waiyu! mus get well soon!
the comming week will be tough.facing the impossible..but impossible is nth.or so it is..haha
but still.. =) miracles.
rrite.going back to sch. o.damien yeo.for three straight periods in the morning.......sighs.duno la. i just tink that he's abit not normal.he confiscated the books dat i put on the table the other day.it was like,just on the table.before his period,he'll be stnading outside,waiting for everybody to stand before he comes in.haha..the other day,me and justine didnt stand.we just sat there talking,he walked in,we smiled and then stood up.haha.so he begins walking down the rows, opening books that are not included in his lesson,telling the student to keep it.my fulscape paper oso must keep.i was like"if i dont wana keep.wad are u going to do? confiscate it? confiscate la" but i kept it anyway.haha..guai ma.
3e4's basically a picnic area..if u're hungry.jus pop by the back door.if we're kind,u'll have food.if not,tooo bad.

2005-01-23T21:10:00.000+08:00

hey~

2005-01-18T21:18:00.000+08:00

im updating!!
=)
yea..very stress! haha..
sitting in front of the computer wif my newest addition to my bed; a bean bag pillow.so soft and squishy,facing cold hard relity.i wonder what if i dont wana face it? will it catch me by surprise like the tsunami caught us? and if im forced to face reality? do i have a choice not to?i wonder if i can get answers to my questions.duno..
meet the parents session tml..wonder wad damian yeo will say to my dad..im the monitress leh! innocent,friendly and lovable! haha! but of cos.u're reading the blog of the most lovable person on earth! wahaha!
tired tired tired..
argh! tml's wednesday..double periods all the way...mus sleep early tonite..i was alreadi noding off during accounts today..wonder wads on the menu tml..wish that there was a mini fridge in class..
i styled my hair today! not exactly i stlye but justine.i tink theres no different.cept that its real messy at the back.
haha..
=)

2005-01-15T22:03:00.000+08:00

erm.
sry for not updating these few days. =) kinda busy wif school and netball.the tornements are coing up soon.facing reality.its the "thing" dat u cant run away from..i realised this, the hard way. =) but i okie.so no worries.(as if anyone will.ha)
hais.
one.i dont understand amaths! i know how to do..but i jus cant get the answer.bleah!
two.im so tired!
three.daniel specs black colour! haha
four.ahem.jus all smiles. =)
five.shy la!
hahaha..
ok.there's gona be two of me speaking.
im so tired.(go and sleep la) but i hafta finish my work.(dan go finish lor)
o ya!(wad???) i bought three comics!(so wad??) yea!(wads there to yea bout?)
okie..dats enough.haha..a new comic shop has opened in amk..haha..next time i wont need to go to toa payoh to buy.
hm..i wonder y toa payoh is called toa payoh? duno..mus go find out..
think that'll be all.and i duno wen's the next time i gona update so..
=) haha

2005-01-10T21:29:00.000+08:00

heyyy
i canot take it anymore.darn amaths.do do do.at the final step alreadi.withot a poof,the answer wont come through.my chinese hoework done.halfway.holiday's work, halfway.bleah! so tired.i'll continue soon.
what can i say.nth.i haf no right to stop you frm everyink and anytink.wad am i to u?
i haf no idea.

2005-01-08T21:19:00.000+08:00

rite..
i got my fone back peranantly le..i was in a pretty bad mood jus now la.budden after thinking it through,i'll take criticism as somethink to work on.dats life.u gota take crtisism in ur stride..wells.and..i got y gc cd back!! my god..one whole week nvr listen lor! haha..missed it alot.listening to it now.haha..hahaha
singapore leading 2-0 wor..not bad not bad! keep it up.although i canot believe it oso la neither can my mum.she says after half time,indonesia will lead 4-2.haha
argh..homework do halfway..duno how to do..give up.. =)will try again later.
jus now,at round 10+ spore scored another goal.which makes 3-0..haha..
jia you wor..haha

2005-01-07T22:31:00.000+08:00

im here! sry for not updating~ tired la..haha..mus prove to the evil men ma.. =)
first of all,i wana thank god dat the tsunami did not hit singapore.thank u god.
next.Happy New Year! belated.haha
okie.new year means.im older and wiser.haha..sec 3 alreadi.big liao..seeing the all the guys in long pants.looking so tall.hmp.haha..being in sec 3 reinds me of the o'levels i'llbe taking next yr,getting into the jc i want,picking up the course i wana do. =) thinking far yea? dats wad nicole sae we us do.think far.haha.and not forgetting dat i onli haf one more year left in netball.speaking of dat.anybody and everybody reading this.Netball is so NOT closing down.do not listen to =the crap of others wen they dont get their facts right. =) netball foreva~ haha.it will not close down.
hm..life's getting complicated.its not the sae anymore.everything u sae seems to be my fault.and im the one hus not doning it right.i duno wad to sae.
well,there are times wen it gets real surprising.stuff u do not expect come ur way.(which is my way)sometimes u just get reali pissed off but still..us ren. =)
the first week of sch pass so fast.its like so much stuff is thrown to u and u gota absorb it jus lidat.haha..tiring.but all smiles. =)

2004-12-30T21:22:00.000+08:00

yea!
wo hui lai le!! miss me anyone? of cos la~ i so adorable..haha nah la.. (=
the whole month i stayed at my grandma's place..i learnt alot noe..plus i got so attached to my grandma dat i didnt wana go home..haha..
hmms..during the hols i went for training mostly hung wif the nut and netballers! and one potballer! doing the orientation stuffs..went out wif the e2 girls,cut my hair again today! heheh..o ya! wenta hL's church's oais nite and i went to the zoo! zoo zoo zoo!! wif the juniors..yea~ hahaha..so fun leh..
first.
my grandmother! i love her i love her i love her i love her i love her!! she's the best!!
nxt.
oais nite.it was so fun! reali,i was enjoying myself alot.haha..the music and the eye candy..haha.. =) not forgetting the lessons learnt dat day.shy la..canot sae..haha but i enjoyed myself..thanks hL for letting me haf the chance to go dere! thanks! =D
lasty.
the zoo! zoo zoo zoo!! hey hey..veri nice leh..we visit hippo hor..the hippo shit rite in front of everybody lor! haha..veri funny..cos everybody was scolding the hippo..we were like the nosiest "kids" there..making loads of nosie..haha..wen i take the photos frm daph, i'll post it up here? if i can.. =) there was one photo we took at the fountain, posing as "Taufik v Sly" haha! veri funny..netballers foreva!!
o ya..today's the second last day of 2004.u noe the countdon wont be aired on national tv? as told from the tv.ahem. "In light of the tsunami incident,the countdown wont be aired. One fine day will be on at 11pm." sometink lidat la.the countdown will still go on at sentosa and they will air the replay of the countdown on tv.yea.
and huiping ar,congrats.

2004-12-05T20:55:00.000+08:00

counting down.............
erm.alot of hours more and 9 minutes.
and im outa here til the weekend!
ya.shld be having my fone lar.
so shld be able to contact the peeps.
=)
too bad if i nvr reply.
ritte.
im going...going...gone!
cheers!

2004-12-03T22:07:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Gladys!!
yep..shes the birthday girl today.we were supposed to go ice skating.at kallang.in the end, the complex was closed..boohoo..haha.we took a cab down to bugis.to cathc a movie..

Christmas With The Kranks(spell?)*(movie names)
The movie is about a couple who decided to skip christmas cos their daughter's not spending christmas with them.Husband, *Luthur decided to go on a curise with wife,*Norah to cut costs.When their neighbours heard that the Kranks were "skipping" Christmas,they begin to get upset and angry.As Christmas was a community affair and they would not even observe the Christmas traditions like buying a tree.Just as they were about to go off for the cruise, their daughter,*Blair decidesto drop back in at Christmas eve with boyfrind cum future husband *Rick.The Kranks then rush to get Christmas preperations done before Blair gets home.With the whole neighbourhood helping in the end.
the show gets starts slow, its a little boring and predictable.it tells us dat christmas is about giving, sharing, and the warmth of christmas that brings everybody together.the show has its jokes and they are quite funny.the ending is heartwarming and i tink that its more of a family show.

right.after the movie,we went to take neoprints!! and i found an organiser for next yr. yep.will be going back to bugis soon! haha.well,i've got sometink to tell everyone.im going to stay over at my grans hse frm tml onwards and will be back on the weekends onli. no fone and no com(wif internet acess) yep.anytink,jus tag me or drop a mail yea? miss me!

2004-12-02T22:12:00.000+08:00

im back!
ytd....netball chalet!! whoo!! fun! there was singapore idol ytd too! annddd..
Taufik won!! Taufik won! he won!!
yay! haha..but i prefer sly leh..my lao gong.hahaha.nah la..all of ua were on the floor watching the tiny tv suspending from the ceiling which volume could not go any louder dan 32.sighs.haha..stupid hui ping..her comments on sly were non-stop.my god~ haha..
and before the results were anounced,cheryl was pulling my shirt and i was pulling hui ping's hand.haha..so funny! wen the results were out,the whole room screamed! haha.. netballers! haha
and one more thing.ytd Jamie Yeo and Glen Ong went to ROM! haha..congrats.. =) haha
today.taufik was crowned singapore idol ytd!! hahaha.went to hospital.grandmummy blood test.after dat went for lunch at raffles town club.my aunt ar..im not so rich.haiya, i reali want to be at the netball chalet now.sobs..haha =)

2004-11-30T21:04:00.001+08:00

its the last day of november!
haha..which means tml is netball chalet and the begining of december!! which oso means dat christ mas is coming!! haha..speaking of christ mas,i need ta buy prezzies.one for my brother ad my grandmummy.yea..im at this web listening to christ mas songs! haha..so christ masey.hahaha..
im thinking, after my netball chalet,( sry i can't stay for all.i can only cum down on wednesday.thurs my grandmummy needs to go to the hospital.sry!) the day after tml.im gona stay at my grans hse,til christ mas's over..i tink.which means u wont see me'round often. gd news eh? hahaha.. =)
ah! i jus remembered.i gota bring my chocolate back hme.i forgot.again~
sighs~
im waiting for the day to be in chocolate paradise.haha..dat'll be heaven.haha
on the first day of christ mas der der der der der der.......
hahaha..i dont rmb~

2004-11-28T21:49:00.000+08:00

the goverment banned cranberries!! they can't do dat..ppl eat cranberries okie.i told my dad; they banned cranberries.wad's next? apples pears? and soom there'll be no more fruit. haha..
ytd was at kallang.went there for the selection.12 players wld be selected to go to malaysia for training.mus be for the nationals.and guess wad?? karen got in! congrats! she was given the singapore jersy! steady hor.i oso wana go..haha.regina got selected too. but..dont sae la. =) my face was red man.cna fight wif u ar jy.haha.

[wad if u tried so hard not to let go,but it just slips through ur fingers?]
should you let go of that certain something that means so much?

hahahaha.

2004-11-26T20:18:00.000+08:00

hey~
i've added my x'mas wishlist on the side..haha..mabe u guys could help me fulfill it? hahaha..nah..doubt it..all so qiam siap(stingy)..haha..no la..tuition today..chinese compo..haha..mext week's the last.yes! no more! =) i cut my hair..few weeks back..real short.reali reali.o ya..thanx the jo,the radio and mtv,i got to hear gc's music..its reali nice.. =)
boring day......tuition and tuition..ah! during the class i found out dat most of the population in the class wore 3/4 pants today! including me! haha..one guy the rest girls.. haha..girl power! isit the lastest fashion?
hmm..

2004-11-24T21:40:00.000+08:00

kallaaaaaannnnnnnngggggg~ haha..its kallang btw.haha..so fun..this coming sat's training's actualli a carnival..whoo! so long no carnival le..yea! sorrie,bit high..
but not reali dat high oso.
heheh.
my mother's asking me to get outa here..sighs
ok lor..go dan go lor..today's entry so short..u noe my taggie this person call me rite, lets guess hu's the person eh? dat person seems to love daniel man..haha..check it out..

2004-11-22T22:10:00.000+08:00

today.
netball training at kallang.
so fun.
loving netball.
hahaha! writting like this is so funni! mus continue! haha
saw fighter planes.
huiping sae there were terrorists around in black.
shaiw ting came out of the toilet.
in black.
hahaha!
tml.
hafta bring 14 glass bottles to toa payoh.
crazy.
but nvm.
haha..so fun.but not farnie..veri tired now..i haf no idea why..been feeling tired after the chalet..o ya! speaking of chalet..
SOMEONE says that IM heavy.. indirectly fat lo! nvm..im going on a diet.no qns..diet all the way til sch reopen.exercise and exercise. nobody tag my blog wan! nvm i tag myself..fun wad

2004-11-18T21:59:00.000+08:00

im back~ frm chalet! haha..so fun! someone gatecrashed..not u daniel.c'mon.. -.^ i had fever on the morning before we left..when i slept at six..haha..fun leh..i asked jy for a panadol.. =) we overslept anyway..and missed the check out time..onli by a little bit.. should be ok ba..it was so great to see everybody again..haha..

okie..lets talk bout today.
-im so god damn pissed!
-wondering if i'll receive good or bad news..sighs..
pissed.y?
cos:
my grandma was complaining dat her arm was sore and well..im not pissed with my grandma. lets get this straight..its someone else im pissed at..i love my grandmummy to bits ok!
i mean u dont hafta bring her if u reali dont wana..man! the look on ur face..i was wondering if i did sometink wrong.and god was punishing me by letting my grandmummy suffer like this..she doesn't deserve to be treated like this..u're her own flesh and blood! god..
forget it..a leopard does not change its spots..no use being unhappy..as long as my grandmummy is fine.. =)

2004-11-15T16:12:00.000+08:00

i went to the motorshow!
i went to the motorshow!
i went to the motorshow!
i went to the motorshow!!!
my favourite car was dere!! yeah!!

a purrfect date
by amanda (haha)

bring me to the motorshow.remember to bring ur camera.and flaunt ur knowledge on cars.before dat,a bypass through citylink,u'll hafta bear wif me cos citylink has lotsa nice shops..hahaha! and then to enjoy the motorshow lor.. =)
can bring me to beach oso la..haha

i out in my cousin's hse.supposed to go chalet.but canot go.cos mummy dont allow. tml dan i go chalet! haha

2004-11-10T20:25:00.000+08:00

chey~ haha..in the end we nvr go sake eat..sia la..instead we went to pasta mania..the food dere was not bad..i ate spicy crayfish pasta!! yum..haha..the pasta had clams.alot of clams..i gave them all to hayley! haha..its still inside..haha..after lunch we (choo ali ME jY hL glad debs) went off to the grass roots club over at yck for sum bowling..
we met this lady on the train..she was quite amusing..actuali not.cos she was raving.with a capital R.the poor station officer was getting ticked off..she was screaming so loudly. practically,the areas around her were empty..its not funny.she was saying something bout "...unfair...sinful place...GET ME UR STATION MASTER!!" slams the wall."...IM GOING STRAIGHT TO LEE HSIEN LOONG! THE PRIME MINISTER!..." i was thinking..hey,my brother's name is lee hsien yeow,wouldn't dat make pm Lee my uncle? haha..(dat was a joke) i was telling ali,ask her go see the president la..he more dua leh..haha.which set ask enquring bout how she was gona meet him..haha.she certainly was not drunk.she was walking in a straight line.at amk,she started singing "lee hsien loon lee hsien loong" and calls the station officer her bodygaurd.she walk and "u beta follow me bodygarud!" tells passengers on the train " see he's my bodygaurd.he follows me everywhere".okay.so it says all.she isn't mentally stable.before we alighted,she started to ask the people around her something like "how much is your salary?".well dat was certainly interesting, which dosen't happen everyday.
back to the celebration.bowling.they had a billard table! haha..i learnt how to play pool today! so fun..gwen and ws joined us there..haha.so fun! ws hits the white ball and the white ball bounces off the table! haha..and gwen catches it..haha..we went there at 12 and left at round 4.30..haha..cos..at 4, ck came wif lLx and chee fun..and the cake! of cos.. =) she ran and hid under the table...... -.^
after the blowing of candles and finishing the game,we went through the doors and played the arcade machines they had outside? yea..haa..so nice..the rest wanted to go tho j8 for neoprints..i didnt go..tired la..but heard tt they had a great time..haha..well its ali's birthday..
ali! wo wei ni xi shen hen da leh!! quik! gan xie wo! hahaha

2004-11-09T22:32:00.000+08:00

im back! im so happie! my taggie is working! finally..phew..im so gald dat i can save all the tags..clap clap!! i miss you!! my blog of cos! hahaha..nah la..its to everybody.and you. =)
tml is ali birthdae,and i bought her calvin klein underpants!! haha..check it out yea..ha im telling you,i will not gif a decent present..haha..depends actuali..haha..tml at sake! the well-known jap franchise own by a 31 yr old man! he was in sunday times.reali.a few weeks back..i tink..but he was in the paper! reali..haa
*yawns* veri late le..ok la..tired..i haven been exercising..but eat non-stop leh..later will grow fat! nonono..canot..haiya..mus either diet or exercise le..netball not enuff.. more more! haha..motor show coming!! cars cars and summore cars! wa! cars leh! im going there..cos my dad's working there.so i go and help out and check out the fab cars! ferrari! lamborgini! wa! im coming! haha..today high leh..hahahaha..nites!

2004-11-03T20:49:00.000+08:00

shite! my tag got prob..sighs..all the wonderful tags are all gone~ bye..gona miss ya.. hahas..not to worry,im gona get a new one..asap..answering to the tag frm choo, i welcum u! i loves u alot u loves me alot!! hahas..and to jy..dun be carzy la..kai xiang alreadi said he dosent want u..the one he wants is....ME!! hahas

i wonder if all the things would remain the same?
haha
the times we had together..
luffing our heads off,having fun..pissing teachers
haha
sighs..im so gona miss all u guys..come to think of it,
i wish thime wolud just turn back..and stay still..
sobz!!!
Once an e2, forever an e2
=) together foreva..hopefully..lurrve u guys!! sobz!!!

2004-10-31T20:34:00.000+08:00

happy haollwen!!
so sad..no one gave me sweets..*sobs* haha..im over-reacting..
i was bedok reservoir today!!! the world wakeboarding chapionships..man..those pros were absolutely amazing.with a capital "A"..awsome man..esp the guys..so cool!
okay.all the contestants were supposed to do this double up,where the boat turns a huge 270 degree turn and the wave clashes against each other..reali nice..all of them did their stunts but not all landed properly..awww..i asked my cousin,who went wif me.he told me it was cos either the front foot landed first or sumtink lidat..the girls were veri good..this 16 yr old china girl won..16 yrs old! cool! she was reali reali good..
but tht pro men,they were even beta! those dat could do two passes without falling twice, did the double up..there were 8 male participants.some did the two passes but fell at the double up..three guys.
daniel watskins(shld be la)
phillips sumtink
dean smith
these 3 guys..two passes and the double up.
the daniel guy,he was reali gd on the passes..at the double up,he did this double backdrop? i tink tts wad its called..awsome..totally..he got 88.4..yea man
the phillips guy..hes onli 15.15!! and he was the previous world no.1 wake boarder..15 onli! he was gd too! seriously..
dean smith,he fell but got back up and did the duoble up with a 520 ollie..i tink..
man..wish time would go back in time..want to see it all happen again..hahaha
im going to take up wakeboarding.period.

2004-10-29T22:13:00.000+08:00

today is a day which will nvr be forgotten..its the last day of 2 years in 1e2'03 2e2'04 pls la..onli this two years of e2 rawk..i love my class sooo much..they were the best times of my life..and i mean it.Once an e2- Foreva an e2
its quite ok actualli..cos half in 3e4'05,,should be a nice class ba..
jY.glad.gwen.debs.song yih.yee liang(!!).daniel.lip seng.yu qi.darren.
got summore la..forget le..half my class's in 3e4.nice..
i'll miss u guys loads loads loads!!
alicious choo and hL..the four of us together..having so much fun..miss wong lesson eh?
au wanting!! my bao bei!! reporting all the guys..hahaha.my motivation!
iris! u canot transfer!
sr!! haha..canot disturb u liao..miss me hor..u die during recess..hahaha
justin! man..i'll miss u being taller dan me..yea rite.haha
crispin! handicap toilet ar..so long le still haven go!!
canti and eddie..suan me onli..haha
the rest same class wad..no nid miss la..haha
i love u i love u i love u,is that ok?
hahah..will miss u all..mus miss me oso ok?
loving e2 '03 '04
forevea e2
hahaha

2004-10-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

i suck
im stupid
im confused
i like u.alot
do you?
confusion!
i love my lao gong[toro]
got another lao gong[sly]
muahahaha
i go e4.
my mother putting me down at home.
saying im stupid
to end it all up..
i was not supposed to be around here anyway.i SUCK.
steady.

2004-10-27T22:41:00.000+08:00

im so useless
im not good euff..
its me..
i should dissapear
i mean nth
jump down la
haha
no one cares
just had bird's nest..waa!
crazy
manda,get lost.u suck

2004-10-26T20:30:00.000+08:00

im soo soo tired..my shoulder is aching..
wished the world would jus open up and swallow me..
so,i'll dissapear..
no one would care..
im not gd enuff wad..
F off manda..
forget it..my lao gong(toro) will cheer me up later..
wadeva

2004-10-25T20:35:00.000+08:00

wahaha!
my hse leaking leh! haha..veri fun..earlie in the morning me and my mum were trying to shut the water tap..but we ended up turning the wrong knot! haha..i turned it off MYSELF jus now..steady!! haha..wenta sch..played bball wif ali jy debs and glad..nice..we weren't exactly playing.jus holding onto the ball,taking turns to shoot..open hse today.. saw the "will-be" wss students..pls..dun cum..the sch suck..seriously.and daniel always wears the same clothing.. =)
went out later and figured out i did not bring $$! so sorrie..my fault..supposed to catch movie..but in the end,no more..sry!
im taller than joachim!! haha.. =)
(im not lying!)

2004-10-24T20:42:00.000+08:00

here's the latest..at first,my mum tells me im fat..and today shes adds to the list.. im stupid..the i will be me..manda..yea..wadeva..jus cos i jus passed my math..amazing..i went for swimming today..nice nice..well,here's a little eye candy for u guys to read..

TEACHING ENGLISH
We'll begin with a box, and the plural is boxes; but the plural of ox
became oxen not oxes.

One fowl is a goose, but two are called geese, yet the plural of
moose should never be meese.

You may find a lone mouse or a nest full of mice; yet the plural
of house is houses, not hice.
If the plural of man is always called men, why shouldn't the plural of
pan be called pen?

If I spoke of my foot and show you my feet, and I give you a boot,
would a pair be called beet?

If one is a tooth and a whole set are teeth, why shouldn't the plural
of booth be called beeth?
Then one may be that, and three would be those, yet hat in the plural
would never be hose, and the plural of cat is cats, not cose.

We speak of a brother and also of brethren, but though we say mother,
we never say methren.
Then the masculine pronouns are he, his and him, but imagine the
feminine, she, shis and shim.
Some other reasons to be grateful if you grew up speaking English:
1) The bandage was wound around the wound.
2) The farm was used to produce produce.
3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse.
4) We must polish the Polish furniture.
5) He could lead if he would get the lead out.
6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert.
7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to
present the present.
8) At the Army base, a bass was painted on the head of a bass drum.
9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes.
10) I did not object to the object.
11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid.
12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row.
13) They were too close to the door to close it.
14) The buck does funny things when the does are present.
15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line.
16) To help with planting, the farmer taught his sow to sow.
17) The wind was too strong to wind th e sail.
18) After a number of Novocain injections, my jaw got number.
19) Upon seeing the tear in the painting I shed a tear.
20) I had to subject the subject to a series of tests.
21) How can I intimate this to my most intimate friend?
22) I spent last evening evening out a pile of dirt.
Screwy pronunciations can mess up your mind! For example...If you have
a rough cough, climbing can be tough when going through the bough on a
tree!
Let's face it - English is a crazy language. There is no egg in
eggplant nor ham in hamburger; neither apple nor pine in pineapple.
English muffins weren't invented in England.
We take English for granted.
But if we explore its paradoxes, we find that quicksand can work
slowly, boxing rings are square and a guinea pig is neither from
Guinea nor is it a pig.
And why is it that writers write but fingers don't fing, grocers don't
groce and hammers don't ham?
Doesn't it seem crazy that you can make amends but not one amend?
If you have a bunch of odds and ends and get rid of all but one of
them, what do you call it?
If teachers taught, why didn't preachers praught?
If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian eat?
Sometimes I think all the folks who grew up speaking English should be
committed to an asylum for the verbally insane. In what other language
do people recite at a play and play at a recital?
Ship by truck and send cargo by ship?

Have noses that run and feet that smell? runny nose, not running nose
How can a slim chance and a fat chance be the same, while a wise man
and wiseguy are opposites?
You have to marvel at the unique lunacy of a language in which your house
can burn up as it burns down, in which you fill in a form by filling it
out and in which an alarm goes off by going on.
If Dad is Pop, how's come Mom isn't Mop?

2004-10-23T18:11:00.000+08:00

wad the hell?
daniel wads ur prob?
wadeva..i was jus being sacarstic u know..u're not the same anymore..
cheers..
mondae no sch! haha..great great! yea man!

2004-10-21T23:05:00.000+08:00

i went to rom todae!! my god mummy got married..haha..so fun! i sat in a jaguar! cool! haha..didnt go to sch! haha..pon leh.. =) gd gd..haha..yea..
This is an explanation i found when i searched for bridge..a card game..
The cards in contract bridge rank from ace down to two; in bidding, suits rank spades, hearts, diamonds, and clubs. After all cards are dealt, so that each player holds 13 cards, the dealer begins the auction, which proceeds in rotation to the left. Each player must bid, pass, double (increase the value of the previously stated contract), or redouble (only after a double, further increasing the point value of the contract). A bid is an offer to win a stated number (over six) of tricks with a named suit as trump or with no trump. The lowest bid is one, the highest seven. Each bid, i.e., "one diamond," "one no-trump," "four hearts," must be higher than the preceding bid, with no-trump ranking above spades. Artificial bids are those that convey certain information to a partner and are not meant to be taken literally. The highest bid of the auction becomes the contract after three consecutive passes end the bidding. The player who first named the suit (or no-trump) specified in the winning bid becomes the declarer. The player to the left of the declarer leads any card face up, and the next hand, that of the declarer's partner, is placed face up on the table, grouped in suits. This is known as the dummy, and the declarer selects the cards to be played from this hand. The object of the game for both partnerships is to win as many tricks as possible, a trick being the three cards played in rotation after the lead. Suits must be followed, but a player who has no cards in the suit led may play any card. Highest trump or, if no trump card is played, highest card of the suit led wins. Points are awarded for the number of tricks won. Numerous conventions : generally accepted forms of bidding : are used in bridge, but the four standard ones are Blackwood, Gerber, Stayman, and grand-slam force.
can sumone pls pls expalin this to me? if anyone can..pls explain to me yea..thanx loads

2004-10-19T21:56:00.000+08:00

hey..im back..okie..so yesterdae..i was "sick" as in ms..well..dosen matter..as long as im back! haha..can u believe it?! i got 72.5 for my chinese!! my chinese!! wohoo! first time..for the papers and listening..steady!! my geog oso..72.5!! haha..gd gd..maths ar.. expected..50+ haha..science..60+ yay! gd gd..english not veri gd..50+ so dissapointing.. tml half-dae! thursdae,pon sch!! haha..gd gd..haha..im happie!! u should be happie everyday..there may not be a tml..treasure everydae! haha..thank the lord for everything u haf man..he gave it to u..haha..i wana thank him too!
for
my wonderful circle of frens
my buddie!!
my super-encouraging seniors
and of cos..
u!
hahaha

2004-10-18T13:05:00.000+08:00

everybody

just

leave me

alone

need i spell it out for u?

a-l-o-n-e

2004-10-16T11:51:00.000+08:00

its a nice saturday morning..but started out the wrong way..got shouted at earlie in the morning..i was like wad the hell? cant even sleep in..its shite! here's a list of wad im not allowed to do: canot
sleep in
thon
use the fone
use the computer in the morning
go out
have my fone
and etc
cant reali rmb but there's a whole lot of restrictions..hate it..sumtimes i wish i could jus dissapear..no one would care..
wadeva!
but i like saturdays..nice day..got lotsa cartoons on..be it kids central or scv..nice day o be a couch potato..haha..

2004-10-14T21:39:00.000+08:00

yeah! yEah! YEAH! exams are finally over! wohoo..there's a sense of relief..haha..its time to play! haha..went out with the girls today..hey..did u guys realise that the e2 girls nvr reali gone out together? as in all 10 peeps together..dun haf hor..haha..mabbie we should..haha..i was irritating sr and choo all the way frm..where was that? erm..thompson to far east rite? ya..i kept asking losta dumb ass questions till they dont want me alreadi..choo! cannot! i lovies u alot and u loveis me alot too! haha.. sr..hmm..ni zou kai! haha..im so high..ha..o ya..i bluff(ed) daniel today..sry! (=
my old man introduced me to this song.. "stairway to heaven" its reali nice..jo,u should listen to it..the guitarist is reali gd..he plays the double guitar(i tink it is la..the giutat wif two handles?)in the song..veri nice..veri veri nice..haha..going to enjoy le.. tml go choo hse chill! "movie marathon"!! cool cool! tml is friday!! which means fone day! phoney phoney phoney phoney!! haha

here's a little sumtink for u guys
When -girls- are quiet, Millions of things
are
running in their mind.

When -girls- are not arguing, They are
thinking deeply.

When -girls- look 'staringly' at you, They
are
wondering how long you will be around.

When -girls- answer "i'm fine" after a
few seconds, They are not at all fine.

When -girls- stare at you, They are
wondering why are you lying.

When -girls- lay on your chest, They are
wishing for you to be theirs forever.

When -girls- call you everyday, They are
seeking for your attention.

When -girls- want to see you everyday,
They want to be loved and pampered by you.

When -girls- sms u everyday, They miss
you and want you to reply at least once.

When -girls- say I love you, They mean it.

When -girls- say that they can't live
without
you, They have made up their mind that you
are their future.

Finally..
When -girls- say "i miss you", No one in
this
world can miss you more than them..

2004-10-13T16:13:00.000+08:00

haiya..saw my msn nick not? if not,i'll repeat fer u! "i fell down agian..and hurt the same leg agian..felt the same pain again" steady hor..haha..i was gona board the bus, missed te step and my leg hit the step of the bus..and its swollen!! haha..its okie.. there's a comforting matter though..tml's the last paper!! yay!! its time to celebrate! gona play play play! hopfully friday i can make it to choo's hse and attend the "movie marathon" haha..cool~ i like it..haha..canot post alreadi..my tuition teacher's here.. hahaha..high seh..

2004-10-12T20:25:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey..im back! got miss me not..haha..cos of exams..stress..haha..its okie..just a few more days to go and its playtime! yeah! haha..tml we're having design and tech..one hr onli! and off to study for my science paper! important important! haha..
o ya..btw..im single and sexy! haha..gwen's single and hot! so cool! haha..sorrie..im kinda high..a way of de-stressing..i sing before my papers and start to laugh while im doing them..haha.. (= ooh! im looking for a new song leh.."From me to u with love" by the beatles..hmm..and to "Mr Nice Guy" thank u! haha..yea.. wana go study readi..(= so nan de hor..haha

2004-10-07T18:19:00.000+08:00

todae,was doing my art practically for the whole day..wahaha..mrs singh scolded me and i threw my pencilon my mounting board cos i duno how to shade my distortion..and she tot i had a problem..haha..
im reading the purpose driven life..dun reali understand it..cos im slow..haha..need explaination ..heres a poem quoted frm the book:
You are who you are for a reason.
You're part of an intricate plan.
You're a precious and perfect unique design,
Called God's special woman or man.

You look like you for a reason.
Our God made no mistake.
He knit you together within the womb,
You're just what he wantedto make.

The parents you had were the ones he chose,
And no matter how you may feel,
They weere custom-designed with Gods plan in mind,
And they bear the Master's seal.

No,that the trauma you faced was not easy.
And God wept that it hurt you so;
But it was allowed to shape your heart
So that into his likeness you'd grow.

You are who ypu are for a reason,
You've been formed by the Master's rod.
You are who you are,beloved,
Beacuase there is a God!

nice hor..veri nice..u noe wads my image of god? hes a nice old man wif the santa clause beard..grey in colour..he sits on a big arm chair..wif a pot of letters..which are prayers by people sent up to heaven..collected by Gods little helper..a litle angel! haha

2004-10-04T20:05:00.000+08:00

Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned

'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no life
I defy

[Chorus:]
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean

I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin

'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind

[Chorus]

I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming...

[Chorus x2]

Let's go back
Back to the beginning

2004-10-02T16:59:00.000+08:00

im losing it.

im totally losing it..

wad the hell's happening?

shite..

2004-09-30T21:32:00.000+08:00

this is wad a girl said to a guy:

If you see me walking the road with someone
else,
It's not because I like his accompany...

Its because you're not brave enough to walk
beside me.

If you hear me talking about him all the time
Its not because he pleases me

Its because you're too deaf to hear my
heartbeat

If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because I love him..

But because you're not there to catch me fall

If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I too don't know where the road is going

Are we gonna cross each other's path
Or just completely turn around?..

Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound

Don't let me walk with him,
It's you I want to walk with..

Don't let me talk of him,
it's you I want to talk with..

Don't let me fall for him,
It's you I want to fall in love with..

"HOW DID THE GUY REPLY?"

When you thought I wasn't brave enough to
walk
beside you

I was behind you every step of the way

Still filled with awe because of the beauty that
stand before me

When you thought I was too deaf to hear your
heartbeat

I didn't want to assume anything
And I was afraid to lose our friendship

When you thought I wasn't there to catch you,
It was because you never gave me the
chance

You never reached the bottom,
you've already grabbed a branch

If you feel like you are nowhere,
I too am lost

I too don't know where the road is going
Are we just going to turn around,
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?

Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?

Don't let me walk alone
I want to walk by your side

Don't let me talk of something else
It's you I want to talk with

Don't let me fall for someone else
It's you I want to fall in love with

y cant it be you who tells me all this?
o wadever..

2004-09-28T17:58:00.000+08:00

kids are soo lovable! they can cheer u up on ur bad day! haha..so cute!
love them! haha..
nvr wanted * so badly before..

to rid of all the pain inside
all i gota do is smile
and pretend that nothing's wrong

2004-09-27T17:42:00.000+08:00

soo bloddy fked up..though i can still laugh and joke..but its like real bastard of the STUPID CLERK OF WSS.
stupid woman..although the incident is alreadi over..but wad u said was..i cant take it.. u said it as till as if my mum and dad did not bring me up well..SO? its not ur problem! they are great parents..get ur bloody nose outa my family stuff..and another thing..dont tell me that they are not windows..before this incident i alreadi took out the panels before..y didnt u cum up and sae:"o..this is not a window anymore." when th ebloody thing still has 4 of its panels dere,and still serving its purpose..wad are u talking about? i tear a page out of a book..and u wana use it,i can tell u dat no..u cant use it,cos its not a book anymore..stupid.u're blind too eh? cant u see that my class still has its panels? blind ar! its other classes..as if we're the ONLI girls hu took out the panels..
i heard that the servant told alicious and the rest not to put back the panels..wads your problem? whitley is VERY poor ok..dun spend money on unessary things.since the panels can be put back again and the windows still can be used..dont waste money if its SO important.get a life the both of u! at the canteen,the lights are turn off.to save money..so,u're telling me that the monesy saved is spent on this la.i tot mrs singh always sae that the money are spent on books to enrich our knowledge? so its not la.. wow..wad a way to save money..wss is such a great sch..well done!o yea..talked for so long..didnt tell u wad happened..ehem..
1)bags in class
2)took out window panels,climed inside..took bags
3)sway..kena caught by the SERVANT
4)office write report
thats it
jy! heard wad u said..thanx! so gan dong!! e2 girls rawk!

2004-09-22T16:58:00.000+08:00

haiz..jus ate pasta..yum..drank milk..yum..but y dont i feel happie at all? weell..i duno..stress..lotsa stuff happening around me..and answers are nowhere to be found.. nobody provides them..they've gota be found..but where?

2004-09-22T16:57:00.000+08:00

"On The Way Down"

Sick and Tired of this world
There's no more air
Trippin' over myself
Goin' nowhere
Waiting
Suffocating
No direction
And I took a dive

And on the way down
I saw you
And you saved me
From myself
And I won't forget
The way you loved me
On the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held onto you

I've been wondering why
It's only me
Have you always been inside
Waiting to breathe
It's alright
Sunlight
On my face
I wake up and yeah, I'm alive

'cause on the way down
I saw you
And you saved me
From myself
And I won't forget
The way you loved me
On the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held onto you

I was so afraid
Of going under
But now
The weight of the world
Feels like nothing, no, nothing

Down, down, down
You're all I wanted
Down, down, down
You're all I needed
Down, down, down
You're all I wanted
You're all I needed

And I won't forget the way you loved me

All that I wanted
All that I needed

On the way down
I saw you
And you saved me
From myself
And I won't forget
The way you loved me
On the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held onto you

Down, down, down
But I held onto you
Down, down, down
But I held onto you

2004-09-19T21:32:00.000+08:00

i've decided to take up a new challange..haha..gona follow in hL's steps..go online during the weekends..exams are round the corner..yea..
well..the COMPUTERISED BILL told everyone that I overused mua fone AGAIN..fine..cancell it dan..im not some kind of big shot hu reali needs lotsa attention..ppl paying attention to me arent the ppl i wana..so wad for..? im not so important..im jus a little puny human being living in this Universe in a planet called Earth in a country located by the equator by the name of Singapore which is none other dan the teeny weeny dot on your Atlas.
i am nvr rite..wads the use of speaking up or voicing out when nobody listens? in addition,it is thrown back at u..harshly.with added comments.
forget it..im jus a little puny human being living in this Universe in a planet called Earth in a country located by the equator by the name of Singapore which is none other dan the teeny weeny dot on your Atlas.
dun bother bout me..as i said:
im jus a little puny human being living in this Universe in a planet called Earth in a country located by the equator by the name of Singapore which is none other dan the teeny weeny dot on your Atlas.

2004-09-17T22:11:00.000+08:00

woo..today had chinese test..started studying from the holidays..reali..jus finished listening power 98fm..first up on the chart's she will be loved!! (= my blog has it! haha..hahaha..i tink i did okae for the test..although i didn't reali know how the han yu pin yin..but still ok la..cos i was able to understand the cloze passage..haha.. accompishment ok..ha..well..my chinese tuition merged wif a sec one class..so quiet.. the one hu makes noise is the girl sitting in front..she keeps adding comments..getting irritated..haha..we used ti haf class wif this bunch of sec 3 guys who made lotsa niose and class was reali lively..sorta miss them..haha..o ya..there is this cute boy..lets not call him boy..this guy from phs..haha..cute..haha..too bad..hes younger~ =p

2004-09-16T20:15:00.000+08:00

terrible terrible mood swing nowadays..y lidat? haiya..must be stress..today choose class..wana go e2..but can i make it? i duno..wif shitty redults..work hard lor..will de..i tink after this week i wont come in le..study..reali wana get into e2..try my best..sighs..test..tml mondae and tuesday..siao leh..stress..chinese maths and geog..the 3 subjects im weakest in..haha..jus do it ba! haha..
sometimes i reali reali doubt how u feel for me..i duno..mabbie im tinking too much..but y do i have a premotion that something is going to happen..jus wana let u noe i reali like you..
o ya..by the way..daniel's not my stead..hes my best fren..my buddie.. (=

2004-09-15T22:36:00.000+08:00

shite! im doing my geog project?(deadline was on monday) haha..my printer's ink is haywire..sighs..duno hu online can help me..asking alicious now..i asked her if ck has a printer..haha..he nvr reply..haha! stressed sia..my nails cut half way..ha..later i cut shite again..my mum jus scolded me..jus cos OUR printer's not working and shes scolding me..wadever..shes nagging..

2004-09-13T22:00:00.000+08:00

hahaha..good mood leh! haha..i did my mahts all by myself! haha..gd mood! yea..not reali gona write lots todae..veri busy..playing checkers..ha..feeling funnie inside..must be i eat too much readi..haha

2004-09-11T16:50:00.000+08:00

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

[in the background]
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Yeah
[softly]
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Try so hard to say goodbye

2004-09-10T21:41:00.000+08:00

mood swing!! argh! tired la..sorrie for not blogging for sometime..my parents were out of town..was staying at my grandmummy's place..no computer..its fridae..im dreading going back to sch..mondae blues..haiya..but i finished all my homework alreadi!! cept the geog project..didnt call debs and she didnt call me..haha.lazy i guess..sighs.. todae reali mood swing la..mus be da mondae blues..sian sian..hais..confused!
ever felt when u tried to be yourself but u're afraid that people might not accept who u reali are..argh!
control..haha..i will.. (=
control!

2004-09-04T19:24:00.000+08:00

my buddie is jealous!! and upset..cos my blog no haf him..haha..so farnie..he keep nagging..y ur blog nvr write bout me..? and when i change topic,he answers my question and gets back to the other topic..haha..its okie..haha..im looking forward to tuesdae! wild wild wet! i tink later im gona buy slippers..frm op! nice..haha
good mood la..all of a sudden i tink dat xp is sho veri coool..i oso duno y..haha

2004-09-03T21:48:00.000+08:00

u left..u didnt sae bye to me..sighs..its okie..u're cumming back..i jus realized dat im stupid..i got a bloody e8 for my maths..its like so shite..i noe my stuff..its jus dat i've jus been flunking..wtf..im a great person..failure seh..my dreams are like taken away and thrown into the drian..i was laughing wen i got my resuts..everyone else was crying..i jus couldnt bring myself to cry then..everyone was crying..not everyone la.. my results dropped..ALOT..sia la..manda's a failure! wahaha..im still thinking of being a laywer..cant even get into gd clsss next year lor..bloody shit..wan cry readi la..stupid stupid me..fuck off man..im feeling so shit now..i've been slacking..yea..and dats wad i get..shit shit shite! how cum im feeling like this i oso duno..jus now was actually in a gd mood..y like this i oso duno.. wtf wtf! melvin and i are discussing bout commiting suiside..crazy hor..siao.. i wont..i've got a full life ahead of me..dere's bound to be ups and downs of life..this is part of it..im still young..but.. y lidat..i cannot take it..